It's getting close to time for me to find something about which to write. Where is my muse? Where?!

Pepsi

I seek solace in a muse.
I have no affinity for the lame, the boring, the weak, the poor, or the hypochondriatic.
I constantly learn, search, review, and change.
I am not a bad person, but many bad moments have become what now is my history.
I look for a topic upon which to stretch my heart.

And my heart beat.
blood count
sweat.
brain waves
oxytocin.
estrogen